Mellow.

I just begin to realize that I haven’t been in a mellow state of mood for such a long time. Since last autumn, I’ve been so cheerful and happier than ever. All I can say, I’m so grateful to what I have experienced in the past. All the pain, anger, and agony has finally go away, and the new fresh air has come to replenish what has been taken from me.

Mellow. Yes, that is what I’m feeling tonight, here, in my room with someone I really adore, admire, and love so much. After watching this anime called Rurouni Kenshin, I’ve discovered so many things that I’ve forgotten. How much your family matters to you, loyalty in friendship, and the purity of love.

Have you ever feel being so loved before? feel like to spend the rest of your life with this one particular person? Well, I do. You’ll know it right away when you see him or her sleeping next to you. Then you’ll begin to think about all the things you have been gone through together. You’ll know what kind of truth lies between you two. Have you ever apologized to each other that badly and cried together because you don’t want to hurt each other’s feeling? That’s what love is. Is not about your own ego, but about somebody else whom you loved.

Maybe I sound too cliche. I may or may not be correct about all these feelings. But for sure, God has given me somebody to be loved. And I took it as a blessing, blessing that has to be taken care for the rest of my life. Although future will tell it’s own stories, gratitude will help me seeking the path.

Love is always there, to be embraced and believed. Goodnight, sayang.